have a lot of work ahead of me. already seriously thinking of giving everything up. got my priorities in my head, though my priorities might not exactly be what other people think should be prioritized. but what do I care? (actually, I do care about what people think of me) been having a hard time adjusting. plus the fact that I don't particularly want to.
attended a party last night, got roaring drunk and almost embarrassed myself completely over this guy. sure, I embarrassed myself but not entirely. not fooling myself that the guy will forget what I did, but am wishing that everything is as fuzzy to him as it is to me. bwahahaha!!!
course, it also helps that I don't really know him, and probably won't get a chance to "explore our friendship more".
this stupidity was the result of my realizing that I've been betting on the wrong horse all along. but then better late than never is what they always say. though personally, I think it's better to be "never done that" to "shouldn't have done that"
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