Starting over

I think i should start over.  Maybe change my perspective a bit.  Reevaluate my priorities.  I'm so mixed up, I can't even write.

I don't want to rant anymore.  I don't want to complain.  I will be happy even if deep down inside I'm worrying about things I cannot control.

I've already begun changes in my life which will affect not only me, but a lot of people in my life right now.  What's creepy is that I found this article online which pretty much describes where I am right now.

"Saturn Return almost always requires some major adjustments in lifestyle, attitudes, and relationships. Anything you have outgrown, or have tolerated but not found satisfying, must end now or be altered to meet your emerging needs. According to Hand, "Consciously or unconsciously, you are pruning your life of everything that is not relevant to what you really are as a human being." http://www.newage-directory.com/saturn.html

This is exactly me...I just didn't realize that this was what I was doing  -- and just a few months before I hit the big 3-0.  Creepy astrology.  I don't know why I even bothered to read it. I'm freaked out and excited.  I can't wait for my changes to actually become my life.  I'm still pretty hazy about how I want everything to be.  But I hope everything works out and that I'm making the right decisions.

So, to new beginnings!