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Thursday, August 26, 2010

Vicious cycle?

This is a hodgepodge of various blog entries...

a week after meeting you, I accosted (there's no other word for it) you at watson's...on the pretext of buying a roll of candy. It was really crazy considering that I didn't even have any money on me at that time. I said "hi", you said "hi" back. Can't recall the conversation verbatim, but those few minutes when I stood in line behind you were whew! the highlight of my month. -- February 2009

Finally, you were back at work..and you had good news to share. You looked really pleased with yourself..I was really proud and scared.   I told S, "paano na yan...he's gorgeous AND smart". I'm sure I'm not the only woman throwing myself at you. hahaha. -- March 2009

Excerpt from my blog entry -- May 2009
We never got to know each other. We've never even had a meaningful conversation. There are some things I want to know about you...some stalker-stalkee things, hahaha.

1)How did you get your nickname? - I'll tell you my story someday
.2) What's your favorite food? - I'd learn to cook it for you.
3) What's your favorite color? - mine is red.
4) Do you have pets? What are they and what are their names?  I have a goldfish named hamster. (Patay na si hamster! And also his successor, Skippy.  My aquarium is currently empty.  Ang sad!)
5) How many siblings do you have? Are you the baby of the family? I have 4 siblings, and I'm the 4th child -- pero baby girl, hehe.
6) Are both your parents still alive? yes, thank God!
7) What's your greatest dream? I'll tell you mine someday.
8) Would you like to have children? With me? - I'm waiting breathlessly for your answer.

Hahaha, of course there are also the really important stuff, like:

Would you enjoy sitting in the shade in the summer and watch clouds? Would you be able to see the scary dragon or the fluffy bunnies or the ice cream sundaes and ponies and unicorns?

Would you love hot chocolate on a rainy day, while we sit together and talk about nothing and everything? How about reading together?

Would you appreciate the nuances of a debate involving such issues as: Who would win in a fight? Goku vs Thanos? Voltez V vs Daimos? Naruto vs Gon? etc... How about, who would be the best agent for the job: ethan hunt vs james bond vs bruce wayne? I know you're a batman fan, but do you also like bruce wayne when he's just bruce wayne? (batman = batang manyak hahahaha)

February 21, 2010 (Ohmigod! antagal ng recovery period -- see related entry in August 2009, activities to get over THE guy)
Our first year anniversary (of the day we met) has come and gone. I don't know where you are or what you're doing...well, I have a vague idea of what you're doing because I haven't completely severed our connections... but I can safely say that I have gotten over my addiction to you. I rarely think of you...and those times that I do, I smile and think "can't believe I really did that!" I have no regrets and I'm happy. I gave you every opportunity which you never took, I may be a little slow but I'm not completely stupid. At least I know that I did my best, it just wasn't meant to be.

I've changed jobs and moved a couple of buildings down. I still go to our "usual" places, this time without the twinge of memories. I like my independence. I like my new job. I like my new friends. I look at your pictures and I think, he sure is a hot(!) guy, just not for me.

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Fast forward to July 2010

I met this guy...

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