I'm done

with the mind games.

The problem is: I don't know how to tell you that I'm done.

Sometimes, I want to put all my cards on the table and tell you how I feel. Then I get scared. I don't do it. I go back to the mind games.

This time, I'm sticking to the plan. NO MORE mind games.

But I'm not going to force myself to tell you.

If it works out, then good. If not, maybe I will always wonder what could have been if I had told you.

Or not.