another week gone

wasted another day in my life of wasted days. waited 2 hours for a person who never arrived.

can't believe how fast the time goes. feels like my days are speeding by, but in slow motion -- don't know how to describe it -- every moment takes forever but the days sort of go by in a blur.

have party tomorrow. definitely will party. looking forward to this party for 2 weeks now. can't wait to see all my friends. will have fun.

had crazy conversations today in school. nobody was in the mood to study...it doesn't help that our professor is someone we just sort of respect. will probably have to cram (like I always do) for finals. but anyway, that's still more than 2 months away. can't really get worried about it. besides, have party tomorrow.

2nd consecutive no class day

being cooped up in the house is starting to get on my nerves. plus, I've been eating almost continuously since yesterday. sweets, my God! probably won't be able to fit into my jeans when classes finally resume. which, going by the way the rain hasn't stopped since early morning, won't be tomorrow.

there's nothing to watch on television. you're probably thinking, why won't she study so she can catch up with her assignments? well...don't want to. besides, I've been doing some catching up -- on sleep! bwahahaha!

must study must study

just had to say that my prayers were answered. my hearing did not push through today. heeheehee.

hope nobody gets hurt at the rallies later at the SONA.

now, I have to study for my midterms. have backlog in 2 subjects and will probably fall behind in another subject. have party on the 29th, and looking forward to it. no date yet. probably won't date again in the near future... want to concentrate on my studies. course, there are always certain guys I'd make an exception for...if only they'd ask me out.

haven't made any progress yet in my readings, will get around to it later. right now enjoying my holiday.

wishing for a miracle

have hearing tomorrow, and in one of those funny twists of faith (or tragic, depending on your point of view) I have no witness to present. quite unlike my other clients who are forever hounding me to do this and that and reminding me of my various deadlines, my client for tomorrow (or at least the contact person they gave me) has been rejecting all my phone calls and not replying to my text messages. have a mind to let them all rot in jail, but my conscience won't let me. damn!

classes at UP are already suspended for tomorrow's SONA..

it's july, and I keep reminding myself to just hang on. the end is almost in sight. well, at least, a little lightening of my schedule come august. aaargh....

just realized that I have not gone out on a date for 2 weeks and 3 days... sigh*

rainy days and good things

having a really hard time getting out of bed in the mornings. rainy days, or just gloomy mornings really tempt me to just stay in bed and to hell with all my responsibilities. good thing most of my classes are in the afternoon. there's no conflict of interest, though I have to be honest that I'm having my share of guilt in the fact that I'm not exerting a lot of effort in my requirements.

still coasting along. good thing I have responsible friends, who are not at all finicky when it comes to their intellectual property... read: they share their notes and reviewers with me.

good thing, too, that my class tomorrow is cancelled. now if only my hearing for next week would also get reset...

don't really have anything to say. but I've gotten to the point that I enjoy this sort of anonymous blog more than my known diary blog.

didn't have class today but I still went to school. didn't accomplish much. will probably kill myself next week trying to get everything done.

must confess I was hurt by how somebody treated me today. we've always spent long hours chatting on the internet, I thought we'd become friends. but when I saw him today -- not even a smile or a wave. sigh*

apparently, the rainy days have put a damper on everybody else's mood. library was nearly empty today. or maybe, I was the only one stupid enough to go to school. and will probably be in school tomorrow coz I have a class. hope I don't get called, since I haven't studied yet. and have no plans of studying tonight.

have party next saturday, not tomorrow. don't know if I will attend coz I have a hearing with really scary judge, monday after the party.

lazy day

classes are suspended for today. caught up on sleep already. just woke up, now eating first meal of the day. contemplating reading for my class tomorrow but still hoping for continued suspension of classes.

had interesting conversations with several people yesterday. had time to talk because classes were also suspended yesterday. everybody at loose ends. not much in the way love life, at least in my case. but things are definitely looking up for somebody within my sphere of influence. hahaha.

actually, I really want to have classes tomorrow. am really looking forward to something. had me all giggly this past week. hope it plays out wonderfully. hate to be disappointed.

realized I haven't seen a couple of friends the whole week. surprising, given that law school is so small. but what do I know.

undecided

been trying out different titles lately. can't decide. it's quite a good reflection of the state of my life these days. and no, I didn't get to party over the weekend. stayed in bed and planned to plan my life. haha.

I was sort of productive, waded through most of my required paperwork. finished a few things on my to-do list. complained about my slow ISP. generally, had a sucky ordinary day.

found out something interesting about this guy. appears we're the same age. never even occured to me that we might be in the same age group. course, I'm way behind my chronological age when it comes to emotional maturity. probably why I couldn't seem to relate to him.

finally, broke up. single again. wondering if I should go looking. probably will just concentrate on law school.

missed opportunities

survived another week. hoping to accomplish something this weekend. will probably pass up a great opportunity to party tomorrow night.

had a few moments with this guy, and he shared his opinions about how some things are better with quantity not quality. but that our relationship was more on quality rather than quantity. guess he means that he likes whatever time we spend together but not that he wants to spend most of his time with me.

still looking for my rhythm. spending way too much time in the library - not accomplishing much, though. waiting for the right time to break things up. still enjoying the cushy set-up but I know that I will have to end things soon. sometimes have bouts of guilt.

would really love to party tomorrow.

busybusybusy

had a great time over the weekend. went to a party, this time did not get drunk. danced a little, flirted a little, had fun a lot. can't believe it's already july. still in denial over the state of my calendar. not making much headway, but at least no backlog in stuff I have to read. oops, I do have backlog in 2 subjects.

waiting for someone to notice me. found this guy I might like. he's being very nice to me whenever we see each other. another guy wouldn't notice me even if I stand on my head naked. realized this after the party...no, during the party. don't exist. will probably give up in a few weeks.