got plastered

was my brother's birthday, and of course, had a party. spent little time with friends over the weekend. and oh yeah! had my midterm exam last saturday. not sure if I did well on that one. felt a little easy but then again the last time I thought an exam was easy, got a really bad grade.

still in denial over the coming week...don't want to do anything. have decided to let god handle everything else. now doing minimal work on my requirements...am tired of running all over the city to get things done.

feel like being a loner for a while...and lately, I've been feeling very irritated at a friend of mine. must have reached my tolerance limit. hehehe. will probably be super bitchy in the next few weeks or so... am apologizing in advance to those who will get hurt.

I've been busy

started the week by not attending class last monday. no regrets on that one, I totally enjoyed vegetating in front of the television the whole day…I know I know, I have an exam on saturday…I’ve already started studying anyway. yehey for me!

tuesday, had a hearing which was reset…so I spent the whole morning battling traffic going to court and back to school. was scheduled to recite too, so I spent the afternoon studying for my class (therefore, too busy to study for my exam) made a friend, well sort of anyway…

today, got a new case assigned to me…uurgh!!! I really hate it and everything it entails (will probably hate everything connected to the legal clinic until I’m done with it – note that I didn’t say that I hated the people I work with) have a super soon deadline for which I did a few things tonight (therefore, still busy) but on the upside, got really good news today…the details I might share later.

I’ve been busy but I still have time to do this…heeheehee…nobody can say that I don’t have my priorities straightened out.

contemplating my circumstances

it's a holiday tomorrow but I have a make-up class. I have a hearing on tuesday for which I think I'm relatively prepared, but I'm still wishing that it won't push through. I'm already tired of all the things that I have to do for the legal clinic. I started the semester dreading it. now I really hate it. don't like working for these people. I'm not interested in their problems.

was talking to my friends last friday, and I told them that I am now ready to try another relationship...a real one with commitment and not just some random fling. hope that was true, because sometimes I can't help being afraid of trusting another person that much.

have midterms on the 26th, this time I've already started studying...don't want to be caught unprepared again. besides, I know I will need all the studying I can get for this subject.

it's almost the end of august, I don't feel like I've accomplished much...except for the legal clinic...I feel like everything I've done has been for that. well, we did manage to submit our slr topics on time. I guess we'll have to consult next week to find out which topics have been approved.

so looking forward to the end of the semester (but not the final exams). hope I survive the next months.

gone in 1 week

I know I said I won't drink for the rest of august. but last night up to early this morning I did. hahaha. had a great time with my blockmates...even though it was just a few of us, the main stays at stuff like these, who were there. so there we were, we started drinking at around 8:30pm. this time nobody got really trashed...the pacing was just right and we consumed more alcohol even though there were fewer of us.

of course, the talk invariably turned to our love/sex lives...won't bore you with the details. hahaha.

ended up tripping on a friend of mine...poor guy. rich and I weren't even tipsy that time.

feeling very productive

have just completed several proposed outlines for our slr topics...yes, I've finally decided to just join a team for slr. and got several things done for the legal clinic.

have decided to stay at home today because the weather is decidedly gloomy. and besides, I don't really have anything important to do in school, since, thanks to the power of the internet, I could do everything at home.

I was just telling a friend of mine that I was super lazy over the weekend and he said that it's the middle of the sem, everyone's allowed to slack off a little. I didn't have the heart to tell him that I'm generally lazy just that I was SUPER lazy over the weekend...it was unusual even for me.

but, I feel like I'm making up for the super lazy weekend today...heehee. for some people, what I have accomplished so far today may seem like nothing, but believe me, being able to work and finish 2 different "thinking" things in a span of 3 hours is cause for celebration for me.

will now attempt to try a 3rd thinking thing...in other words, I will attempt to study coz I'm drafted to recite tomorrow.

staying up late doesn't help

slept the whole day today. so now I can't sleep. I promised myself that I'd make my schedule more reasonable...you know, no more dawn appointments online...heehee. but, here I am, nearly midnight and still awake...mind you, I haven't done anything productive over the weekend. well, I did make some progress on some of my slr topics...deadline is this week.

have decided to sleep by midnight and wake up at 6 or 7 or 8 in the morning. but won't start today. have another midterm exam coming up... I'm in worse shape for this one, coz I really don't understand most of what I'm reading for the subject. and this time, I have resolved to start studying tomorrow... if I get everything done for the legal clinic...damn!damn!damn!

just about to give up on my candy...he's not giving me any encouragement anyway. have decided to move on...hate being on the rebound. bad for my disposition, and generally makes me very naughty...winkwinknudgenudge

narrow escape

had only one class today. and even after 2 weeks since the assignment was given, I still wasn't prepared for today's discussion. sat through the whole class...well, that's not entirely correct. left the class with 30 minutes to go, to go to the bathroom...and didn't go back. course, the whole 2 hours and 30 minutes that I was there, I was praying that I wouldn't get called, and that if I did called, it would be on a case that I actually read! thankfully, I wasn't called...heehee...maybe the professor saw the panic in my eyes.

found out today that tricia and I were eyeing the same guy in the library... this is the first time that we actually like the same guy, since she usually goes for rugged earthy types and I go for...

well, anyway, it's friday and it's raining, and I didn't have anywhere to go and nobody to go there with...I've decided to forego drinking for the whole month of august, that pretty much leaves me with little options for afterschool activities. will probably go stir crazy after two weeks.

waaaahhhhh!!!!

had my midterm exam today. feel like I've been through the wringer. I crammed the whole afternoon, and no, I didn't even finish the coverage.

enough about that, it's moot anyway...heehee.

had a boring day...because I was cramming in the library. didn't see anybody interesting. I haven't seen my candy in weeks. I miss him already, well, since we don't really talk, I miss looking at him already.

haven't ym-ed with a couple of my regular chatmates in a couple of weeks, too. sigh* I think I must have been too busy lately, plus I got sick. miss them already.

have to think up topics for my legal research. don't know what interests me... which of course makes everything more difficult. will probably resort to joining a team.

still can't get over how hard the midterm exam was!!!

supposed to be studying

like I said, I have a midterm exam tomorrow, and I'm supposed to be cramming tonight. instead, I find myself in front of my computer surfing the internet. writing about how I'm supposed to be cramming.

I don't know, it must be part of my genetic make-up or whatever. or it could be a self-destructive cycle on my part. I know I need to study, but I can't (or won't, I'm still deciding).

in a fit of productivity (or just plain procrastination) I've been able to update my other blog, my friendster, myspace, and multiply. heehee. I've also watched my friends' slideshows and videos.

let me perform a study. I'll cram tomorrow, right before the exam and we'll see how it turns out.

yehey!!!

I just realized that I survived the first half of the semester!!! Yehey!!!

have completely recovered. but, still have catching up to do for my readings. have midterms on thursday, I'm no way near being ready for the exam. will cram tomorrow night.

had a chat yesterday with an acquaintance. heehee...too bad, a friend of mine wasn't there. it would have made her day. sort of surprised that he (the acquaintance) opened up to me. I mean, we're not exactly close, and we don't have that much in common.

this morning got invited to a study date... I refused coz I was already hungry and I wanted to go home early. sorry ka na lang, mahina ang charms mo sa kin. heehee...

wanted to watch sukob, but couldn't find anybody to watch it with. sigh* guess will wait for bootleg copy of the movie.

sick

been sick lately. not yet completely recovered. trying to get as much rest as I can, but of course, I feel well enough to sit and surf the internet.

have exams next week, still haven't complied with my requirements. heehee...I promise to do everything by tomorrow.

friend of mine is getting married over the weekend. haven't found the gift yet, and ohmigod! don't have anything to wear!